Farwell to Tamriel

So hard, so hard was it to let go of ESO. I had to. I just can't keep up with the other gamers - they kick my ass and I can't beat the trials alone as most people can - (they can beat them even when just reaching CP!) I felt like I was running in circles. Testing each weapon/armor/jewelry set up, champ points (what difference does that make when others need only 160? and I'm maxed), practicing moves I found online for maximum DP. Utter failure. I don't know what tricks they are using (other than programmable controllers) that works so well. I could not shake the bad feeling of not being able to catch up to what seemed should be so easy. So much time spent while feeling the time burn away. So much work to max out quests, skills, crafting, collecting sets, etc. So it will be gone next week, Xbox on ebay will be sold. 

Despite depression still at 75%, I'm trudging through a creative project I hope will help me land a writing career in comedy.

Directions to where It is

There, It is
There! It is
Right
where I Left
It is.